Let’s Help Others Understand CRPS

Written by Shanna Parlock for the RSDSA blog.

Shanna Parlock CRPS RSDSA 2How and when did you develop CRPS/RSD?

On April 27, 2007 I went for the first horseback ride of the year, and since my daughter was born. After it, my life would never be the same.

During the ride, my horse was spooked and threw me off. I shattered my L3 vertebrae. My back started to heal correctly, but then for some reason it would not finish healing. In February 2008, I had a 12-hour surgery to replace my L3 vertebrae with titanium mesh and fuse my L2 to L4 with rods and screws. Afterward I kept telling my doctor I felt two types of pain. I felt an aching pain in my back, which would improve with rest and medication, but I also had a burning excruciating pain in my left hip and leg that never went away. Several tests and several years later, my husband encouraged me to see another doctor.  In 2012, I had an appointment with a new doctor. He started to examine me and touched my left leg. In doing so I screamed and jumped away from him. He had been a Navy Seal and seeing this first hand instantly diagnosed me with RSD.

What has daily life been like since your diagnosis?

Daily life is a challenge, the pain is constant and now on my entire left side. This includes my mouth, eye, and chest. Cold and stress are the main factors of my disorder. I was a middle school administrator for five years, but I had to step down from that position due to stress levels causing my pain to become unbearable. I now work as a robotics/drone instructor and individually tutor students in mathematics and science. I am a mother to three children, one of whom I had with CRPS. I work very hard to balance work so I am able afford the treatment I need (insurance pays very little, if any at all), the pain, being a good teacher, a mother, a wife, and not losing myself in all of this.

What is one thing you wish those without CRPS/RSD could understand?

I am not looking for sympathy or pity. I want to be treated as myself, but if I cannot give a definite yes that I am able to do something or attend an event please be understanding with me. My levels of pain vary from day to day, even hour to hour. I am not able to plan ahead for things that I am able to participate in, but I would love to be a part if I can. This is such an isolating disease, and I just want to be understood.

What advice would you give to newly diagnosed Warriors?

Stay informed and educate yourself. Many doctors I have seen have never heard of CRPS. Even my main CRPS doctor has not read all of the medical studies that are out there. We have to be an advocate for ourselves and others.

What advice would you give to Warriors who have had CRPS/RSD for many years?

Self-care is so important. I learned the hard way that if I do not take care of myself then I will not be able to care for anyone else. I would also add that we have to be careful not to lose ourselves to the pain, medications, and the disease. We were put on this Earth for a reason, and we have a mission to fulfill unique to each of us. We are warriors. We are stronger than anyone will probably ever know.

What activities or treatments have helped you find temporary or long term relief?

I follow an autoimmune-protocol diet and try to exercise regularly. If I do not use it, I will lose my mobility. This drives me to push myself to take care of the health I have. I try to surround myself with empathetic people. Therapy has taught me to deal with stress and pain as well as, grounding and breathing techniques for when the pain is unbearable.

Anything else you would like to add?

I was in a bad situation at work for a while. People thought I wanted attention, that I was lazy, and that I was trying to manipulate people. How could I be so positive and be in pain? How could I not be crying and screaming if I was in as much pain as I said I was in? What was this disease? I was making it all up. Through this situation, my support system helped me to realize that life is too short to deal with this lack of understanding and that people needed to be educated. I feel I was given a mission, and I will work until the end of my days to help others not to feel the way I did.

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Do Not Ignore CRPS

Written by Michelle Kellogg for the RSDSA blog.

Michelle Kellogg CRPS RSDSA

How and when did you develop CRPS/RSD?

I was officially diagnosed October 20, 2016, but we believe I originally developed it in January 2015 after surgery. It was my second surgery on that limb, a simple surgery just to remove hardware that we believed I was allergic to. During that surgery, my surgeon noticed I had a nerve that was completely covered in scar tissue. He attempted to debride the nerve. Later, after removal of all bandages, I noticed the area where the debrided nerve was had become incredibly sensitive… as in, sick to my stomach if you just look at it kind of sensitive. He attributed it to the debriding and assumed he nicked the nerve. He expected it to heal with a little time. It didn’t.

Seven months later, I ended up having a full fusion done on that foot as we learned the first surgery (a repair) never took. I went to another doctor for a second opinion who suggested we just remove the offending nerve, since that area was still sensitive. My surgeon concurred and performed the neurectomy. Recovery from that surgery was hell, and after fully being out of the cast, my foot, ankle, and calf were very swollen and often a dark red and purple. It was hypersensitive; I couldn’t even let my bed sheets touch it, but if I applied a firm, even pressure, I could handle that. For instance, I could put a sock on (it was hell) but once it was on, it was okay at least for a while. After one exam where my leg was purple and so sensitive that he couldn’t even touch it, he immediately sent me to his friend who is a pain doctor who specializes in RSD/CRPS. He got me in that same day, listened to my history, took one look at my leg, and said, “I’m sorry to say it, but you do have CRPS.”

 

What has daily life been like since your diagnosis?

I have good days and I have bad days. I recently had to have surgery on my CRPS-affected limb (affectionately—or not so affectionately—referred to as Frankenankle, or Frank for short) to remove the hardware from the fusion surgery due to my metal allergy. We tried to put it off or skip it, but it got to the point that it was causing systemic inflammation, including cardiac inflammation, so it had to come out. We did everything right: gabapentin for two weeks prior to surgery and 6-8 weeks post-surgery, lumbar sympathetic nerve block within a few days of surgery, ketamine during surgery, no general anesthesia (spinal block)… and what was slated to be an outpatient surgery ended up with a three night hospital stay due to the major CRPS flare it triggered, including full spread to my right foot (now affectionately/not affectionately referred to as Ethel).

After diagnosis in 2016, I had several lumbar sympathetic nerve blocks (LSNB). At the time, I did not feel they did much. I never really experienced relief. But looking back at my journal, I realize they did help, just not in an immediate fashion. About two weeks after my third (and final for 2016) LSNB, the color in my leg returned to mostly normal. I still had sensitivity, but it had calmed a little. Beginning of 2017, I learned about alpha lipoic acid (ALA) being an up and coming supplemental treatment for CRPS, so I started taking it. My pain doc had me increase the dosage, and I started to feel relief. I also resumed my ketogenic diet, and that helped, too.

From about mid-2017 to mid-October of this year (2019), I was good. I was able to wear socks and shoes (well, a surgical shoe on Frank because of the swelling caused by the allergic reaction and exacerbated by the CRPS), walk around, live my life. In 2018, I noticed the CRPS was starting to spread to my other foot, but it was just a mild burning sensation and mild discoloration; I was not too worried about it. My doc wanted to do another LSNB to stop the spread, and I consented. And it did, mostly, stop the spread. Until I injured that foot in March 2019, and it spread more. But it was still mild, so I let it be.

Now, post-surgery, I’m struggling a lot. I’m stubborn, though, and refuse to let CRPS own me or my life. I may not be able to walk much, the CRPS has fully spread to my other foot (Ethel), and if either foot is down (standing or sitting normally) for more than a couple of minutes, they both start screaming… but I refuse to let it stop me from doing the things I love. November is a crazy month for me as I am a volunteer for a non-profit organization whose biggest month (and highest need for active volunteers) is November. The non-profit is called National Novel Writing Month and I am one of the coordinators for the entire Denver region. We get together and write; I host “write-ins” at cafes, restaurants, libraries, etc. several times per week; I organize our annual writing retreat up in Estes Park (as well as attend). It is stressful and time consuming, but I also love it. Additionally, I am a member of a choir that is also a non-profit, and I serve on the Board for that, as well. I may have to sit for choir rehearsals and concerts, and grab an extra chair when at a café for a write-in to elevate my leg, but I am still doing what I love and love doing it.

 

What is one thing you wish those without CRPS/RSD could understand?

The number one thing I wish those who do not have CRPS/RSD could understand is that it is not like the pain they have experienced. Showing them the McGill Pain Index only helps so much—they just cannot understand or grasp the level of pain that happens. And I am glad for them that they cannot grasp it, because it means they have never experienced it. But that does not mean they should attempt to diminish that which we all know and suffer through every day. Taking medications—including opioids—does not mean we are addicts or incapable of living our lives. It is just a tool in the tool box to help us get out and do what we can.

 

What advice would you give to newly diagnosed Warriors?

My number one piece of advice is to learn about this condition. Be a sponge and absorb every single thing you can. Read books. Read medical journals. Read the RSDSA website. Read blogs. Read social media posts and groups. Because far too often we have to be our own advocates in health care and we need to know exactly what needs to happen, is happening, or has happened. Often, we have to educate our physicians on newer treatments or alternative treatments. This knowledge does not replace our doctors, but it can help navigate the medical world, which is already confusing and difficult.

A second piece of advice is: DO NOT IGNORE THIS CONDITION. Prevent spread as much as possible and do whatever you can to prevent flares. Mitigating both flares and spread is critical in the very beginning. If you notice spread, tell your doctor. Don’t be like me and ignore it; it was a sign that things were not quite as quiet as I’d thought.

 

What advice would you give to Warriors who have had CRPS/RSD for many years?

To quote one of my favorite movies, “Never give up; never surrender!” It’s cheesy, I know, and sometimes it is hard… really hard… but we must never give up or surrender ourselves—our very souls—to this condition. I know it’s hardest in the middle of the night, lying in bed, staring at the darkened ceiling, unable to sleep due to pain. The silence of the dark can be oppressive when you can’t silence your body, let alone your mind. It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to scream, it’s okay to let it out… but you have to pick yourself up afterward and keep fighting.

 

What activities or treatments have helped you find temporary or long term relief?

The two main non-medicinal treatments that have helped immensely are: Alpha Lipoic Acid and a ketogenic diet. I need to clarify that when I say a ketogenic diet, I mean one that is low carb and high fat with moderate protein. Period. There are many on the internet who try to define in their own way what a keto diet is, but ultimately a ketogenic diet is one that puts your body into a state of nutritional ketosis.  You will find people that will say something/an ingredient “isn’t keto,” but that is because they are following some other definition of a keto diet outside of the actual and true medical definition of a keto diet. But I know for me, the keto diet has made a significant difference. When I “cheated” while on vacation and such, my CRPS pain would flare up like mad. If I missed more than two days of ALA in a row, the CRPS pain would flare up. While neither are cures, and neither are currently helping with this major flare I am in, I know they provide me the best non-medicinal options.

As far as medicinal treatments go, I have found that the LSNBs have helped long-term, even though I did not realize it. They do not provide immediate relief (for me—they do for some). I worry about scar tissue in the spine from them, as I scar very easily, but if I do them infrequently, they still help. I was also given ketamine troches, and those help take the tip of the edge off the intense burning/taser-like pain.

Non-medical activities that help me a lot are knitting (I find it calming and relaxing and helps to fend off anxiety) and writing. Writing—whether about CRPS or not—can be a very cathartic activity, whether it’s journaling, blogging, communication, or more formal like writing a fiction book or even a non-fiction self-help book. I highly recommend it for everyone.

 

Anything else you would like to add?

Michelle Kellogg CRPS RSDSA Family

As important as it is to have good doctors, it’s just as important—and dare I say MORE important—to have a good support system. Whether it’s family, friends, coworkers, or even random people on the internet, having others you can lean on (especially during a flare) is critical. I am blessed to have an incredibly supportive husband and two crazy supportive teens, plus an entire community online if/when I need them. I know I am one of the lucky ones… but finding some kind of support is vital. If you believe you have no one, you are wrong. You have me. Email me (FightingCRPS at gmail dot com) or find me on social media. I will be there for you.

And finally, keeping a sense of humor is so important. It is true that laughter has healing properties. We will never laugh so much that we cure CRPS, but the endorphins that laughter releases can help, even if just for a moment. That is part of why I named my leg Frankenankle, Frank for short. I did that before CRPS. Because I needed to laugh at it, give it a silly name. With the spread, Frank needed a partner… and thus, Ethel was born. I have gotten to where I just say Frank and Ethel, and use their associated gender pronouns (him/his/he for Frank, her/hers/she for Ethel) regularly. If I grimace from a zap or a zing, I just say, “Frank is angry,” or “Ethel is saying hello” and those around me know what I mean. I even have my doctors referring to them as Frank and Ethel.

Keep a sense of humor. Find things to laugh at, whether it is funny YouTube videos of cats, silly memes on social media, comedic movies/TV shows to watch… whatever it is, just laugh.

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You Will Be Stronger in the End!

Written by Rachel W. for the RSDSA blog.

Rachel W CRPS RSDSAHow and when did you develop CRPS/RSD?
In September 2018, I was at tumbling practice and I sprained my ankle. My physical therapist noticed some signs of CRPS during my first few sessions, and at my one month follow up appointment with my orthopedic doctor, I was officially diagnosed with CRPS. I realize how lucky I am to have been diagnosed so quickly!

 

What has daily life been like since your diagnosis?
It has been a struggle – a constant battle of whether or not I am going to wake up being able to get out of bed in the morning.  It started in my ankle and has spread to other areas of my body.  It has been hard because I am in middle school and there is a lot of judgement and people are not aware of what CRPS is.  Since my diagnosis, I started having symptoms of dysautonomia and am now diagnosed with postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (POTS), too. I have developed constant stomach pain with eating and lost a significant amount of weight in a short period of time resulting in an nasogastric tube, so we are still looking for answers.

 

What is one thing you wish those without CRPS/RSD could understand?
I wish others could understand that it is very painful and not like any pain they have ever experienced before. People with CRPS just want to just be normal, but we also want others to be more aware and understanding of CRPS.

 

What advice would you give to newly diagnosed Warriors?
It is going to be a journey, a long road, but there are people out there who are going to help you. You have to find the right doctors and support. You can get through it! It is a new chapter, life is not over, despite the struggle. You will be stronger in the end.

 

What advice would you give to Warriors who have had CRPS/RSD for many years?
I would tell them that they are so strong!

 

What activities or treatments have helped you find temporary or long term relief?
Physical therapy a few times a week was helpful in being able to move again and live more of a ‘normal’ life. I had episodes of paralysis from sympathetic overflow and I had Calmare Therapy that helped my paralysis stop, though I am not in remission fully as I still have constant pain. The Therapy has helped me walk without crutches, a boot, or wheelchair use. I also find aquatic therapy/warm water swimming is a great way to help desensitize my system and it is an easy way to get exercise without too much pain afterwards (when not having too much allodynia and I can handle the water).

 

Anything else you would like to add?
Do not let anyone tell you it is in your head or that the pain you experience is not real. You are in pain!  Every day will make you stronger! It is important to surround yourself with the right people who can help you live the best life you can live despite CRPS and all that comes with it!

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You Are Strong. You Made It This Far.

Written by Barbara Graham for the RSDSA blog.

How and when did you develop CRPS/RSD?

I was diagnosed with RSD in April 2004. The injury occurred in July 2003. I worked in the security department of one of Rockford, Illinois’ leading hospitals. My partner and I received a call to the psychiatric floor. They were trying to admit a 17-year-old, who did not want to be there and was on drugs.

After we struggled with the patient in the hallway and returned him to his room, the nurses came in to give him a shot to clam him down. But after seeing the needle, he started throwing punches again. He knocked my partner back and to the floor. I grabbed him and he turned around and threw me into the wall. I hit my head against the wall and my right leg bent and my heel touched my butt.

Once we were able to get the patient under control again and he was given his shot. Once the patient was clam we left. I noticed some pain in my right leg with a small limp. My leg continually worsened. Swelling, redness, pain, stabbing, burning. It felt like someone was taking a knife and sticking it in my leg all over. A few days later I went to my doctor and for the next six months I went through all kinds of test, scans, poking and measuring that just came up with the same answer: I don’t know.

My family doctor knew this was not like me and sent me to a specialist at University of Wisconsin-Madison. After one look at all my test, x-rays and my leg, he knew I had RSD. I was just so happy that we finally knew what I had and it was not just “in my head.”

Now the long road of treatments including injections in my spine four times a week started. It came to a point that the pain doctor was making the injections so strong to numb the lower half of my body to give me some relief for a few hours. This went on for awhile until my back developed scar tissue were I was getting the injections and now needles were breaking trying to get past the scar tissue. We tried a pain pump, but that lasted only a month. I was also on fentanyl all this time. It was a very hard and long road to get were I am at today with a stimulator implanted.

What has daily life been like since your diagnosis?

I first felt sorry for myself. I was mad, moody, and angry I used to be independent and strong and I was no longer that way. I now became dependent on many people who were friends, family and strangers. I needed help with everything from getting dressed, cutting my meat, washing, and even sometimes wiping my butt. I had to either use crutches or a wheelchair. The RSD soon started traveling to my arms. Once I received an implant, I started feeling better and doing more for myself. I still needed some help, but not like before. I am also off the crutches, out of my wheelchair and can use a cane!

What is one thing you wish those without CRPS/RSD could understand?

That my moods have nothing to do with them. Just because you do not see it does not mean that it is not there.

What advice would you give to newly diagnosed Warriors?

We are here to help you get through all of this.

What advice would you give to Warriors who have had CRPS/RSD for many years?

You are strong. You made it this far. Never give up.

What activities or treatments have helped you find temporary or long term relief?

Some medications, the stimulator. No activates help me, but I keep moving because I need to.

What else would you like to add?

RSD has been one of the hardest things I had to learn to live with and adjust my whole life to. I never saw coming. I feel it is rougher than my cancer.

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Do Whatever It Takes to Find a Cure

Written by Melissa Uchic for the RSDSA blog.

Melissa Uchic CRPS RSDSAHow and when did you develop CRPS/RSD?

My initial injury is more of an educated guess between myself and my doctors. I can trace symptoms back to an epidural during childbirth in 2005.

What has daily life been like since your diagnosis?

My life has been ever-changing since 2005. It started with just back pain, but as an athlete, I was used to back pain and tried to charge through it. But over the years, and more significantly so in the past two years, my quality of life has been declining. My CRPS has spread to my whole body. I have not been able to use my thumbs for over a year, I limp with both legs, my spine hurts and is so tender that just putting a shirt on sets off a flare. My gallbladder and digestive system are involved, so eating is not always possible. I cannot walk, sit, or stand for long periods of time so I feel like I miss a lot with my children. There are so many symptoms that all “talk” to each other that on any given day, I may not be physically able to get out of bed. Life is terrible when you feel like walking death.

What is one thing you wish those without CRPS/RSD could understand?

I need people to understand that even when I am at work, or smiling, or making a joke, I am in pain and sometimes need certain accommodations.

What advice would you give to newly diagnosed Warriors?

RESEARCH. Constantly research the diagnosis, the doctors in your area, the treatments available for your stage – research and make print outs. I cannot tell you how many times having information to give to ER doctors or new doctors has made them stop treating me like a hypochondriac.

What advice would you give to Warriors who have had CRPS/RSD for many years?

Honestly, the same advice. There is only so much WE can do: watch your diet, do physical therapy, take your meds. The only other thing we can do is research. There is always new information that many doctors are not even aware of. Be your own advocate.

What activities or treatments have helped you find temporary or long term relief?

I find Lyrica helps some of the burning and medical marijuana has been life-changing because it allows me to eat and sleep.

Anything else you would like to add?

Doctors need to be better informed, and one way to accomplish that is to make people aware of CRPS. The more people who know about it, the better. Spread awareness. Use social media, tag medical professionals, do whatever it takes to find a cure!

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The Sun Will Rise Again

Written by Juanita Franke for the RSDSA blog.

How and when did you develop CRPS/RSD?

I developed CRPS in October of 2018. While working as a faculty member at Pacific Northwest Ballet and teaching Pilates, I sustained a minor injury to my left knee. I knelt down, heard a ”pop, ” and spent the afternoon icing my knee. By the next day, I could only walk with crutches. Within two days, I started experiencing the swelling, discoloration, and skin temperature differences that I now know to be symptoms of CRPS.

Unfortunately, it took three and a half months for a diagnosis. While I know my diagnosis was relatively quick compared to the averages, it was nonetheless frustrating to endure six weeks of physical therapy, numerous trips to the emergency room, surgery, another six weeks of PT, and still not have a diagnosis. At one point, I thought I was really going crazy!

What has daily life been like since your diagnosis?

Since diagnosis, life has been a roller coaster. I spent a couple of months doing graded motor imagery, mirror therapy, and desensitization work alongside traditional physical therapy, but I still could not walk unassisted, and my pain levels were unchanged. During this time, I added in Emotional Awareness and Expression Therapy (EAET) with a highly skilled psychologist. With his help, I was able to transition off of most medications.

Of course, there also had to be a reckoning with my way of life. I had to quit my jobs, both of which I really loved. I had to give up hiking, camping, and kayaking with my family. Seven months after the onset of my CRPS, my husband and I made the difficult decision to leave our community in Seattle in order to move closer to my parents and sisters.

Life is slowly returning to some kind of equilibrium. I have days where I am able to do all of my activities, run my new crochet business, and walk without my cane. There are days, though, when I can barely get out of bed due to the pain. I am learning to pay attention to my cold foot, the pins and needles in my hip, and the ache in my knee. When I accept the messages my body is sending and pace myself, life goes much more smoothly.

What is one thing you wish those without CRPS/RSD could understand?

I wish people could understand that CRPS is always there, whether I am actively in a flare or not. I wish they could understand that I may need to cancel at the last minute, and I am at least as frustrated as they are. I cannot always do today what I could do yesterday, and if I ignore my body, I will be the worse for it.

What advice would you give to newly diagnosed Warriors?

Hang in there! Find a good physical therapist and a good psychologist. Prioritize your sleep, nutrition, and pacing. Be vulnerable and ask for help. The sun will rise again, though it may not feel like it right now.

What advice would you give to Warriors who have had CRPS/RSD for many years?

I have no advice to give. I am still learning to live with CRPS, and I am amazed at all the wonderful things I see fellow Warriors achieving. This disease may come with added challenges and disappointments, but it does not mean an end to happiness and fulfillment.

What activities or treatments have helped you find temporary or long term relief?

I have found the most relief through buying a new, motorized bed frame. I can raise my legs with ease and take the pressure off. Simply resting with my feet up has been a real game changer.

I have also found relief in changing up my diet. After a Whole30 reset, I found that sugar, dairy, and gluten really contribute to my pain levels. Without these triggers, my pain level is around a 1 or 2 – present but not unbearable. After eating any of them, I found myself relegated to bed with pain levels preventing sleep or rest.

Of course, all of this is just icing on the cake. I could not have reached this place without the help of my physical therapist, psychologist, or pain specialist. Getting good medical care was the real game-changer. They taught me that I still had agency, despite being at the mercy of this disease.

What else would you like to add?

I am so thankful for the Warrior community. Reading articles, blogs, and Instagram captions keep me from feeling so alone on those nights when the burning will not stop long enough for me to get decent sleep.

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We Are All in This Together

Written by Devery Mills for the RSDSA blog.

Devery Mills RSDSA CRPSHow and when did you develop CRPS/RSD? What has life been like since your diagnosis?

I have been a nurse for many years and worked in the ER and Cardiac.

In 2007, I was seen in the ER with a nasty stomach bug.  Traditional medications were not working so I was given a different nausea drug two times. It was not given correctly according to pharmaceutical instructions and it caused significant damage to my right arm. I suffered thrombophlebitis and infection. I was in the hospital for a week on IV antibiotics and consequently the beginning of my journey with RSD.

My husband and I lived on a 43 ft boat for 12 years and I worked all over the state of Florida as a travel nurse. Little did I know my life was going to change overnight.

The first three months after the injury I was in a deep depression. I could not work, I was in extreme pain and my lifestyle was about to change also. I cried every day. I mourned the loss of my career and lifestyle. I truly did not care if I lived or died. I did not eat, take a shower, cook, or do anything that I enjoyed. On top of this, trying to get treatment was next to impossible because I lived in a very small place where anything outside of a cold or stitches needed to go to a “bigger hospital system.”

I was diagnosed using an EMG, but what treatment I did get included the typical Amitryptiline and neuro/psych medications. I found out that I am hypersensitive to all of these medications as they had severe side effects. I lost who I was. I stumbled around most of the time not even being able to tell you my name. I even did my share of sleep-walking and living on a boat. I do not have to tell you how dangerous this was. I nearly suffered a divorce as my husband had no idea how to help me and my behavior became more bizarre by the day.

Finally, after three months I had a moment of clarity when I realized I did not have to live this way. I went off the medications and my head began to clear enough for me to make some decisions.

In 2009 my husband moved us to our home state where we bought a house and began a new life. I found a primary care physician who listened to me, researched how to care for me and began the process of finding adequate treatment. This doctor saved my life.

I have since learned that no matter how bad I felt or how much pain I was in, I had a choice. I could choose to lay in my bed or I could get out of my bed and face the day. I opened a homeless organization and spent 10 years helping the less fortunate.

Today, my husband and I have moved back to Florida where we live in a little park and I have found an EXCELLENT pain management group and primary doctor. I live with the mindset that there is always someone worse than me and that nothing I do is going to make my condition worse. I use diversional activities to keep my mind busy. I also meditate and have taken my diet captive. I also incorporate many natural products that help me every day.

What is one thing you wish those without CRPS/RSD could understand.

CRPS/RSD is one of the most painful and challenging diseases known to the medical profession.  The constant burning/cold feeling with the deep bone aching pain is like none other.

Over the course of time, sufferers become experts in putting on “the game face.”

The world sees the game face and assumes that there is nothing wrong or that we are even “faking it.”  The world who does not live in CRPS pain is absolutely incapable of comprehending its torment. I wish these people would stop passing judgment. The stigma attached to chronic pain sufferers is beyond belief.

What advice would you give to newly diagnosed Warriors?

I HEAR YOU and I KNOW your pain.  Slow down and take charge of your healthcare. Do not be bullied or settle for less than…

RESEARCH EVERYTHING because knowledge is power. Find a GOOD pain management group and be honest with them about your condition and your needs.

Do not be afraid to try new things. There are amazing natural products and therapies. Nothing works for everyone, but you just might find things that work for you.

Do not be afraid to stop taking a medicine that does not agree with you. Listen to your body and do what is best for YOU.

Hold your head up and do not be ashamed of your condition. You are one of the strongest people you know. Keep fighting. Never give up and perhaps you will be one whose condition goes into remission.

What advice would you give to Warriors who have had CRPS/RSD for many years.

As a person who is a 12 year veteran, I would encourage you to never give up. You are valuable to many and you are loved. Medicine is changing every day and perhaps there is a cure on the horizon. Change your routines and do new things. Do not get too comfortable in the box. Rest when you must and listen to your body.I send you blessings for healing and comfort.

What activities or treatments have helped you find temporary or long term relief?

My medications include:

Lasix, Gabipentin, A compound cream, Robaxin and low dose Oxycodone.

CBD and Ashwaganda are a couple natural products that I find effective.

I have not benefited from traditional therapies and stimulators were not an option in my early days.

I am currently investigating Ketamine and Scrambler therapies as a possibility.

My pain ranges from 4-10 depending on whether I am in a flare.My flares have become less over time and my pain has become mostly stable at 4-5 average. My pain is mostly cold and I am fortunate not to have the “fire” aspect of the disease, but the cold gets pretty rough.

Anything else you would like to add?

I would like to encourage all of you who are struggling daily with the knowledge that we are all in this together.  Through our support of each other through groups and individual friendships we nurture and heal each other.  We share our stories and we vent our frustrations and nobody will understand like we do.  We are Warriors!!  Many blessings.

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We Are on Fire, but We Are Strong

Written by Jeannette Pello for the RSDSA blog.

Jeannette Pellot RSDSA CRPSHow and when did you develop CRPS/RSD?
My CRPS diagnosis was in 2015, but before that I had four injuries in my right foot and the orthopedic told me that could be a result of those previous injuries. In 2015, my injury was the worst because the swelling was pretty impressive and the pain was extremely hard. I felt a burning pain, but at the same time I had a lot of sensitivity to everything. I had some changes in the skin texture and it hurts when I tried to move it (even when it is difficult to have muscle movement). I live in Puerto Rico and I cannot even tolerate the sand. Can you imagine!?
 
What has daily life been like since your diagnosis?
I have had 10 physical therapies, that by the way were extremely painful, and doctors prescribe medications such as Tramadol, Neurontin, Voltaren, creams, and more. But after looking for the Side Effects of the Neurontin, I just take it off away.  My doctor told me about the nerve block pain treatment if the pain and symptoms persists after the physical therapies and medications.
 
What is one thing you wish those without CRPS/RSD could understand?
We are on fire, but we are strong! We a positive mind and positive vibes because we have to learn to live with this.
 
What advice would you give to newly diagnosed Warriors?
Be patient, and do not ignore the pain! Talk to others with the same condition. Ask as many questions as you can to you doctor. Do not miss the physical therapies. READ, READ and READ about this!
 
What advice would you give to Warriors who have had CRPS/RSD for many years?
Share your best practices with others with the same condition. The older I get, the more I am dominating this pain.
 
What activities or treatments have helped you find temporary or long term relief?
Living a healthy life. I completed some changes to my diet and I am doing exercises (running and low impact exercise) regularly to keep my foot and body in good shape and safe! Sometimes it hurts, but I am not a quitter.  I try to manage the stress and tension, but honestly it is not working because I have also been diagnosed with migraines since I was 12 years old. This condition is not and will not be a limitation for me. This is something that I can control and I will do it.
Jeannette Pellot CRPS feet2  Jeannette Pellot RSDSA foot 2
 
Anything else you would like to add?
Listen to your body. Do not push yourself into a situation you cannot handle. Make your diet healthier, exercise, and have hobbies. Always be informed about this condition!

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RSD and PAIN

Written by Barbara Schaffer for the RSDSA blog.

Barbara Schaffer RSDSA CRPS
Barbara and her service dog, Feather

My name is Barbara Schaffer. I am 70 years old and have had RSD for 32 years. It started with a stretched brachial plexus and spread through my entire body.

I live with my husband, Paul, of 49 years. My daughter,  son-in-law, and three grandsons live a block away and they have all been the lights and motivation in my life.

 

RSD and PAIN

32 years ago, my life changed when a very minor accident caused by RSD (reflex sympathetic dystrophy).

PAIN, disability

PAIN, treatments, complications from treatment

PAIN, RSD invading my arms, legs, chest, face, lungs, stomach, full body

PAIN, great doctors who tried but couldn’t help. Lousy doctors who purposely made my life more difficult.

PAIN, legal battles to prove I was in pain and to get treatment paid

PAIN, it always comes back to the PAIN!

Paul and Barbara Schaffer RSDSA CRPS

  32 years. All of my 30s, all of my 40s, 50s, 60s and now my 70s. Life dealing with, but not controlled by, RSD. My husband, daughter, son-in-law, sister, brothers, and my grandchildren… all of their lives affected by RSD because they are my loves as I am theirs.

My life is filled with my family, friends, dogs, live music, music festivals, traveling and camping in our little RV, named HARV (Handicap Accessible Recreational Vehicle), reading, laughing… all despite the PAIN and disability.

   RSD I hate you but I do not fear you, for even though you have invaded my life, I have not and never will let you control it, or control me…

 

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Have Hope and Continue to Fight

Written by Patti Sauer for the RSDSA blog.

Patti Sauer CRPS RSDSAI broke my tibia sometime around January 2018. After walking on it for four months, enduring several misdiagnoses, and fighting for an MRI, it was confirmed in April that I had a stage 4b break with edema in the bone marrow. This is the worst kind of break and worst stage of a break.
Adding to it, the edema in the marrow was swelling out of the break, causing the break to stay open and not heal. Unfortunately, I would have a very long and very sensitive healing process. Because of low bone density, surgery to repair the break was impossible. Doctors confirmed that a rod in my tibia “would shatter the leg.” This meant that my body would have to heal on its own, and there was no telling how long or if it would heal. Being told that we just had to “wait and see,” was so discouraging. Pain during the healing process continued to become more and more excruciating. I was confined to a wheelchair for three months and sadly had to leave my teaching position before the school year ended. This was by no means the end of this horrific ordeal.

Between April and August other issues started to arise that I did not understand: pain traveling to other areas, bladder and urinary tract issues, cognitive issues, vision issues, excessive sweating just getting out of bed or showering, excessive fatigue, and pain so bad that normal daily functioning was next to impossible. The list went on and on. I really could not understand what was happening. There was a fear of infection because of the edema in the bone marrow and the break not healing, and an entire team of doctors and specialists trying to make sense of it all and deciding on a plan of action.

After several tests to make sure there was no blood infection, clots, etc., it was determined that I had developed Chronic Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS). It was a devastating diagnosis and one that could have been avoided had I not been turned away over and over again by a doctor who accused me of just wanting pain medication. Not once did I ever ask for medication. In fact, I explained that I was a teacher and could not take any narcotics. I asked multiple times if he would order an MRI, but because the x-rays had not shown anything, he kept turning me away. At one point he even said to me, “If you can’t tell me what you did, then I can’t help you.” I had not done anything that I could remember. In fact, very early on I attributed the pain to shin splits.

Unfortunately, it became much much worse. Daily life was very difficult in the beginning. My husband is in the military and travels often for his job, so much of the time I was at home alone, wheelchair bound. One of our sons was away at college and the other son was finishing his senior year in high school, so additional help was difficult to find. Our extended family lives several thousand miles away, so even that was not an option. Financially, things were becoming more and more difficult, and we were quickly going through what little savings we had. In addition, the specialist that was available to us was nearly an hour drive away. Riding in a car was excruciating and, quite honestly, so exhausting. We began trying injections into the spinal column and I had to go through cognitive therapy to help with the memory loss and brain fog.

As a teacher, this was devastating. I was afraid I would not be able to work again. I could not remember what I had even taught two months prior, much less remember what I did the day before. I began physical therapy and aqua therapy that fall, but was still having difficulty managing the pain and swelling. Things just did not feel like they were getting better. About this time, I started having uncontrollable leg tremors. I felt like I was going crazy. I could not control my own body and still had this indescribable pain. After several more attempts at injections to help with the pain, and increase in medications, I just could not take it anymore. I felt hopeless and begged that there must be something else. My specialist and I decided that the next step would be DRG Stimulation. I was scared and a little apprehensive about how the procedure would work, but was willing to give it a try if I could get any relief. I had my stimulator surgery in April 2019.

While the recovery was a bit difficult, I am happy to say that things are going pretty well. I am able to manage the pain without using the narcotic medications that were prescribed. It has been an adjustment trying to find that “sweet spot” for relief, but I am able to function better on a daily basis. Do I still have pain? Yes, but being able to manage on my own is a blessing.

For those who do not have CRPS/RSD, the one thing I wish you understood is that the pain is very real. Please be supportive and encouraging to your loved ones. This is not only physically debilitating, but it is mentally and emotionally debilitating. We cannot explain to you what is happening inside our bodies. And, please do not make comparisons, or tell us to take some Tylenol, or tell us to see another doctor. We are fighting harder and advocating more than you will ever understand. So, please, just be by our side.

For those Warriors like me, please don’t give up. Keep fighting, keep spreading awareness, and be gentle with yourself. It’s okay to be mad, and frustrated and hopeless, but just don’t stay in that place. Advocate for yourself, and continue to fight for answers and for help for the medical community. If you can’t fight for yourself, make sure you have a trusted family member who will fight for you. You can do this!

This Fall I returned to the classroom teaching 7th grade Language Arts in a small country town. I feel so blessed to be able to have my life back on track. I am one of the lucky ones who was diagnosed early. I can only hope and pray that I have a long time before this horrible disease spreads. In the meantime, I will continue to have Hope and Fight and be a Warrior for myself , my family, and for those like me.

 

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